Life is full of them, there is no escaping it. I decided which uni i went to, i decided i wanted a motorbike, i decided i wanted to go to glade festival. Each time i made one of those decision i didn't have a clue how they would turn out. That's why i am such a terrible decision maker, if i don't know the consequences of each choice how can i make an informed decision.
There is a theory in quantum mechanics that suggests our minds have the ability of projecting backwards in time, that sometimes we have already made a decision before we become consciously aware that we have something to decide. If only i could look forward a couple of months...but that would be cheating, that wouldn't be fair...if anything it would be selfish.
I am on the precipice of a deep hole getting ready to jump. There is no harness and i cannot See the bottom. What will i find when i land, a bed of nails or feathers. Only time will tell, but ill never find out if i don't take the plunge.
I close my eyes...I'm sorry...i lean forward...I'm sorry...my feet leave the ledge...I'm sorry...the wind rushes past my ears...I'm sorry...the darkness envelops me...I am so sorry.
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